When it comes to finding the right person, it all comes down to how well they know you, and how well they would be willing to get to know you. Finding a person who would understand your faults and love you for every single one of them. Some one who will cherish their time with you, and never doubt that you cherish your time with them. The person that can fight with you and hurt you, but still be there for you through thick and thin. It may not be the good guy, that makes things easy, but it’s the right guy, the one that you love, and you know loves you back.
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I started my year right. Yes I believe I did. Though I know I am not yet complete. Half of my heart was left somewhere else. Away from this place that is giving me temporary madness.
I was indeed amazed by the beautiful fireworks display in Dubai last New year’s eve. Everything was so spectacular. Hosnestly, it was my first time to experience such. However, whenever I come to view the simplicity of the celebration at home, still nothing beats the feeling when you are with your loved ones.
Sometimes I wonder how long will these fansy things could amaze me? How long could I stand the longingness that is partly covered up with all these material things I have?
Truly, I believe that I am blessed and loved but how long do I have to endure the pain of waiting til the right one comes and would stay up for me til the end?
It’s been a month that I have been trying to make myself believe that there’s this someone whom I opt to give a try on loving. It’s been a month since I tried to make it work. But, could it be also been a month since I have been fooling myself? Or he’s been fooling me around?
I know that it’s been 26 years that I was trying to be wise enough to choose and love someone, but here I am, feeling so lost that I don’t even know myself already.
Yes, I am happy. But how long? I seriously don’t know..
I just wonder if this could really be a happy new year for me.
Everything happens in August
I remember, It was August 19, 2007 when I quit my first hospital job that I had for 6 months in Capitol Medical Center. Then It was August 26, 2008 that I got hired in De la Salle Health Sciences Institute as staff nurse. It was August 3, 2011 that I ended it all. Now it will be August 21, 2011 that I will be starting my job abroad in Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates.
August! What’s with August?
It was not planned. It just happened…. Everything in August.
